robot-with-feelings

oh boy oh man oh shit i forgot how you use this website but hey i'm back i'm here and i'm leaving this account and making a new one hopefully today or when i finish writing this whatever the hell it is i will @ it when i make it. i've wnated to come back for a little while but i feel like i'm gonna get backlash cuz i just left with no explanation so here i'm gonna ry and explain what the fuck that even was and what is going on now. ok so to keep it short. me and my bf at the time broke up and the only reason i used this hell of a site was to talk to him and my friends. and i also pushed my friends away because fear of abandonment is a bitch. plus eclipse came and oh god save me from the nightmare that eclipse was. so a few important updates about like me as a person I DO NOT HAVE ANXIETY TURNS OUT I WAS MISDIAGNOSED I ACTUALLY HAVE ADHD SO THAT EXPLAINS A LOT. also i'm not a guy i fucked up gender is confusing and i still do not know what i am but i'm more comfortable with